the invasion of the pigs

2004-12-28T19:18:00.000-08:00

*sigh*
stupid kenneth
argh.
now hes confusing me.
kenneth if u are reading this now
please go kill urself
i'll tell u why when u ask me why online.
*bangs head*
aniwae.
school's starting soon! and i'm so happy!!=) and i'm so sad!! =(
i wan mr lee to be my form teacher!!
den only den i can concentrate in class. *sigh*
aniwae. i'm going to study like damn hard already
no more pranks.
no more bullying
no more standing outside the office for HALF A DAY DAMIT.
no more making teachers angry!
no more slacking
no more sleeping in class
no more shouting acroos the bloody classroom
no more throwing papers out of the class
no more insulting seniors
no more fights
no more bitching
no more gossiping
no more oogling
no more 'swat"
no more "intimidating"
no more standing outside class

iyah. shit. my bro wants to use
continue later.

2004-12-26T02:39:00.000-08:00

hiyee tererererereresa!
you are now called "the laughing girl!"
cause u cant stop laughing!

2004-12-20T23:16:00.000-08:00

hahahaha. sorry peeps for the super no update thingy
somthing has been super wron wif my key board. its wireless.. *gasp* and it just wun connect to my com these few days.. FINALLY. i decided to pray abt it. and WHOOOSH. cna use already. aniwae aniwae. alot of things happened these few days. i'll tell it to all of eu today! =)

family camp
family camp was relli fun. even tim went! hahaha he looked like he gota shock when he saw me and my bro. den i saw this guy. he's so tall. friggin tall! *faints* oh watever. and den and den. bla bla bla. i saw deborah, celina all. den we went for lunch in the hotel. after tat, i found out that the super tall guy's name was caleb. caleb caleb caleb. so nice ar the name. =)
and den day after day, he relli made me laugh so much and make me feel so happy whenever i'm wif him. hahahaha. so i started liking him. itwas like, everydae when i woke up for breakfast, i wun want to see him badly. den i wud spot him at another table. and go crazy. hahahahahha. but he usually wud come to our table, cos his friends are at my table. =) everything was abt the same until the last night. the last night was power. hahahahhaa it made me like him much more. or shud i sae, relli relli reeeally like him! we went out for supper. and den we FED each other............. O N I O N S *faints* grose. den i almost puked after the whole thing. den later we went to the pool, i suddenly felt scared. becos i AM scared of the dark. and we went to the pool at abt 2am? and its super dark. so i suddenly held his hand. aw. the feeling was superb !!! hahahahaha but well whatever.
the nexxt day, we had to go already, nth relli happened. i just felt like telling him how much i liked him. sad sad.

one week after church camp.
*sigh* i relli relli miss caleb. so i always created a chance for me to like go sms him or smth lar. hahahaha. den sometimes when he reply, i wud relli be super happy!! hahahaha. when he doesnt reply... i feel very...erm. sad? hahahahaa okae wadever. den you jin wanted to be involved. so he go and call caleb and asked him whether he likes me. and caleb told him he only likes me as a friend. wah piang. i cried like mad that day. hahahahahha. but its over liao lar.

youth camp
during youth camp, i spent most of my time with caleb. hahaha felt so happy. but i was still determind to forget him cos he din like me!! but day after day... i realised that i cannot stop thinking abt him! argh damit. oh ya. i almost died at youth camp. i was swimming half way.. and i felt smth relli dragging me down... i panicked lar DUH. den i cdannot breathe... den my legs started to feel numb. I CUD NOT MOVE DAMIT. den i started to PANIC. and waved my arms in the air. but it din last long.. i started drinking water.. and the water went through my nose and into my throat and YUCKS .. it def. din feeel good. den my heeero came.. hahaha yang sheng. when i saw him jump down. i felt so happy and relieved. cos i relli tot i was going to die. and den. i blanked out. i woke up when i woke up. hahahahaha oh wadever. dun wanna talk abt it. i broke camp early. i went to cambodia on the next day. *sobs* when i wanted to talk to caleb. he said " can i talk to u later?" wah piang. broke my heart. hahahahaha so i decided to forget abt him.

cambodia
when we went to cambodia. alot of things happened.
1) jotham told me that caleb told him that he likes me alot. =)=)=)and of cos i was super happy. and den caleb wanted jotham to tell me. yay!
2)the youths there had avery bad spiritual attack.
3)we heard and saw things we shudnt see.
4)there was evil everywhere
mainly, there was this night, my bro ran out of the dom and told everyone wad he saw... he said he saw bunch of red hair floating from the curtain. and jeremiah told everyone that when he was alone in the dom, he heard people eating outside...noises of people eating, but no one talking. of cos he freaked out lar. at first i din believe..den that night. i cudnt sleep. i kept hearing things. and noises. and voices.but everyone was asleep. and snoring away. den at 4 am... thats when the loud noised started. i froze!! DUH. i hear noises of people muching on biskits...dropping of the milo tins...and the noises all lasted for abt 30mins. den later i heard this super loud and super low voice...it shouted "IAN" and there was only one man in the dom. and he is called ian. so how can he be calling himself? and i asked him whether he was calling himself lar..just in case.. and he said that he was slepping so soundly. argh. freaks me out.

back in singapore
i was so happy to be back in singapore! i msged caleb the first thing when i got my fone from my mom. he finally told me how he felt.. and i told him how I felt. hahahahhaha yay. now we are together. so happy k! aniwae. yar. when i saw him the next day. i felt kinda shy! duno why lor. den usually i wud beat him an just start scolding him.. but now..i'm like..very quiet when i see him!!! argh. i hate my self for being like this. damit.
oh aniwae. merry christmas everyone! =)

2004-11-29T22:55:00.000-08:00

ARGHHH.
i dun wanna like him animore
i hate him i hate him i hate him
stupid idiot baka
argh
it took me so long to decide to send him a msg k!
and den when i just checked my friendster acc.
blooody hell.
ONLY 5 WORDS
"wesley? oh cool" OH I MEAN 3 WORDS
damit
i feel damn shit now
i hate him to the core.
argh
u noe i spent 30 mins deciding whether i shud go check my friendster
i wanted kenneth to help me check one lor.
den he damn stupid. cannot help me
i'm THAT scared to check.
argh. damit

aniwae. yesterdae i waited and waited and waited for okaasan to come lor!
and den i and my brother waited from 6.15 UNTIL. 7.45
damit lor
sit there and sit there. den we sat there. den suddenly got so mani beng bengs come and sit there
den talk so loud.
den i damn pised already lor
i shouted "aye diam lar"
den they were like.."orh.. shhhh shhh"
damit lor
den i was searching everywhere ffor her! damit.
aniwae. this model company approached me..
hahahaha. duno wad i-modeling agency wad shit lar
den they ask me to write my contact there.
but strange enuf. i rejected them lor
damit.
i dowan to be a model.
i cannot be a model
i want to be a doctor
hahahahahah/
*faints*
argh. den i donated $2 to the old folks home.
that guy tot i was jap. so he spoke to me in jap
i mean. singjap.
mixture of singlish and jap.
he said
"konichiwa. are u nihon jin? can u speak eigo?"
den i was like." konichiwa. i can speak english"
den he spoke to me to me in chinese. dan i was like."wth" in my head lor.
i said i can speak ENG not chinese can!
so i was like.." I DUNO CHINESE LAR"
den he laughed. den he spoke to me in beng beng eng.
yux can.
aniwae. i went for michelles weding dinner
i saw my bung cousin again.
now she become more shuai already
hahahaha. so cool somemore.
damit. shes my cousin.
hahahaha. aniwae. this waiter there right.
hes so ffunny can.
i was drinking my coke halffway.
den he poured chinese tea into it.
den i was like."wth?"
den he was like." oh! I;M SO SORRY MISS"
den he got a new one for me.
and den. later. i drank half way again
den he poured in some stuff.
i tot that was chinese tea again. den i said."ehhhh!! excuse me ar. is that coke?"
den he was like." yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. *saliva spitting* deeeefeeeenetileeeeeeeee misssssssssssssssssssssssssss* saliva spitting again*"
YUX
argh
hahahahahha. yup yup
thats all
today i went fencing again
i won everyone!
den later. i drnk too much water. for the last match. i lost to mel. i needed the loo.
*sigh sigh*
aunty della went back already
so sad.
she'll be back only on the 30th of dec.
sigh
will i be able to forget fred.
argh
i hate him.
BAKA SARU!

2004-11-28T22:45:00.000-08:00

koneeeechiwa!
i just finished my jap lessons with ming zheng. hes like damn pro lor. wah piang. hahahahaha argh.
aniwae

yesterday...
HE SMILED AT ME. yoosh!.. okae.. i MUST sae out everything. hahahaha first. i walked into macs.. den later right..i saw freddy! den later. omg. duno why i just smiled. like SMILED
*faints* den den later i think i saw him smile too? *faints faints* i almost died!! hahahahaha. den i went to barker meth. barker sec is DAMN big big big big.!!super super super BIG!!! THERES LIKE THIS BLOODY BIG popular. and japanese food inside. and the whole place is like a FOOD COURT *sigh* frankly right. i think that the service there is relli less lively than ym one lor. ym one u can dance and relli dance lor. and u feel damn hyper. hahahahaha. but there right. the worship is not that nice lor. din relli like it. the sermon was worst. it was relli boring. *sigh*
aniwae. i dyed my hair at night. my brother too. but the colour did not turn out the way we wanted it to be. we bought purple dye. den it turned out only red. its not even purple lor. argh.. wasted money. and not even obvious. only under the sun den it becomes purplish red. damit. hahahahah. aniwae yup yup. shud i send fred a msg on friendster? *sigh sigh* i duno.
tml my maid is going back for one whole month! that means. and i and my brother have to...
1) do the laundry
2) sweep the floor
3) fold our clothes
4) cook
5) wash the dishes
6) make our own bed
damit lar. i can even fold a shirt lor. or cook or wash clothes! *faints*
i just wached "les choristes" its damn damn nice. in the end pepinot gets adopted by that guy. so nice and touching! please go and watch it! its damn nice. the song oso damn damn nice!!! okae now i have to finish writing these kanji. *sigh* still so much!! later going out for that wedding again. damit. wad to wear ar? *Sigh* lets see if i got eunf time to go sneak off and buy a toy. =)
jya ne.

2004-11-26T06:17:00.000-08:00

hihi. today rox lor. i got into 3/4! woosh. elham is in my class. shes so nice! but in my class got black face! piang eh. wah liew. den next year. our class sure got war one! sherry and jane ho dun like geneveieve.. wah piang. den geneveieve dun like them. den so mani people dun like genevieve..! wah piang. best lar. but yay. bliss is in my class! hahahaha!! today huimin, jialing,me , joyce and yin yin went to hit town. i saw so mani japanese peeps can! wah piang. i just got this URGE to go like..." konichiwa! hajimemashite. izumi chan desu. dozo yoroshiku! onenggaishimasu! kochirawa...watashi no tomodachi desu! ano. sumimasen. watashi no nihongo sukoshi shika shaberanai n kedo! anatatachi nihon jin desu ne? sooou..desu! mochiron desu. watashi no nihonjin desu! jya ne!" hahahaha i think they wud think i'm mad or smth.all of a sudden go up to them and sae my name... introduce my friends... sae how bad my jap is.. and ask if they are japanese. and duh they arre japanese. and bye. HAHAHA. they wud be like.."baka!" den i'll shout back."irogapa!" hahahah wadever. isaw the yukata i loved today its like blooodeh ex. its like $149! *faints* but i like it! aniwae aniwae. i bought alot of things today. also got alot of stares. cos of my bag. yooosh. oh yeah. when i went into the basic beuty shop. there were this bunch of japanese dudes man. i muttered i few japanese words to catch their attention. hahahahahah... i got the attention of one guy. cos i said. "ANO.. KAAAWAAIII DESU!" den when i saw him... i said.."YOOOSH!" which means like. yes! or..okae! or.. done! yup yup. aniwae. they are so handsome!! *faints faints* den later he nodded his head like a bow. and i did a slight one. hahahahha almost died there. *faints* aniwae yup
today i bought:
1) astro boy toy
2) star shape cotton toy thing
3) pink and white button earrings
4) black bangles
5) got a scorpion tatoo
6) a bag *yin yin bought it for me!!! *
7) cutie mag (oct) HAS HIROKI INSIDE
8) black nail polish
9) yoshinoya beef combo
10) took neo prints
okae so i went broke. *sigh*
aniwae i cant wait till church camp! yoosh! yay. aniwae aniwae. i'll be dyeing my hair tml. i want to dye it purple blue and pink. hahahahah so cool eh. hahahaha =) aniwae aniwae. singapore doesnt noe who hiroki is. i went to the only jap shop that sells nice fotos of japanese actors and actress, but they dunch sell hiroki's pic! *sigh* relli want his pic
but the mag has his pic! hahahaha so happy lor
i kept hugging the mag.
hahahahah aniwae. felt relli bad after yin yin cudnt buy her board shorts. so sad. cos she spent alot of money on me and hui min. aniwae. i broke up with jia ling.. HAHAHAH. we played this broke up game becos we saw this couple... at cine. den the girl was like crying over the guy. hahahaha *sigh* wad so good abt guys? are they relli worth our tears? *sigh*
i want frederick. i relli want hiim. yooosh. *sigh* but i came to realise that i never liked singaporean guys. how come i suddenly fell for this local?
argh. i want ryousei. or hiroki. or kenki. or shohei. HAHAHAH. man. i'm being an idiot.
damit. i dun usually like singaporeans!! how come suddenly. all the singaporeans who are available suddenly come into my head. wooosh! singaporeans are too beng beng. cant standit! its like so copy cat. argh. damit.i dun wanna be a singaporean! *faints*
damit.
wad is love?
is love something u force out?
or is love something u nurture?
how do u noe that the feeling u feel is love?
wad IS love?
how do u FEEL love?
is love judging people by their looks?
is love judging people by their size?
wad IS love?
do u love someone juust becos he/she is goodlooking?
do u love somebody just becos he/she is cool and popular?
do u lovve somebody just becos he/she is rich?
wad IS love. can someone please tell me?

2004-11-24T01:09:00.000-08:00

yooosh
freddy has a sense of humour. look i'm laughing. HA HA HA.. woosh. since when did i like beng bengs? -_____-"
diao niwae...i just came back from orchard. damn shag. went to give joshua his pressent. duno why when i see guys i noe right...i tend to like TENSE up lor. bloody hell. make me damn shy. and I'M NOT SHY K. damit. and i dun like the guy. ew. aniwae. yup yup. hope joshua likes the pressent i gave him. oh yar. my father keeps thinking that i and joshua are like.. U NOE. but hellno lor.! hmms. aniwae. later i'm going to watch shutter. wooosh .
aniwae yesterdae right. i saw taxi. its damn nice too. oh yar oh yar! yesterdae i saw this guy who is frigging handsome. lke SUPER handsome. like the most handsome guy i've ever seen? omg. and he looks almost exactly like wilber. although i dun relli like wliber. but i think he looks so much like wilber lor. when i saw him right.. wah piang. my heart stopped. =)
aniwae aniwae. spoke to josh on the fone last night. he was friggin funny k. of all people... he made me laugh the most. and i was actually feeling down that time. and den. WHAHAHHA. i laughed so much. damit. k. i shall stop bloggin now. hey freddy. keep taggin. although i dun relli noe u.. HAHAHHA.
oh shit. talking abt freddy... i cant see frederick this sundae. argh. shud i add him on friendster and sae like.."hmm. are u from my church? i think ive seen u b4." HAHAH. damn fake lar. damn bad oso. okae lar. i shall forget him. hes taken already. forget forget forget. =)
jya ne!

2004-11-19T23:17:00.000-08:00

hihi!
i noe i noe.
U ALL MISS ME RIGHT.
*whyy-eee-ass-asss...yes!*
aniwae. have been watching japanese dramas these daes. *sigh*
I LOVE HIROKI! HES SO CUTE KAE. *faints*
aniwae. yup go rent the show "stand up" its smth like american pie.
abt 4 "so-called-goofy" guys trying to lose their virginity.
damn
but its damn damn nice!
aneeeway. the wind is blowing like freaking strong here. its irritating me
hair flying all over my face.
bla bla.
i'm bored lar okae.
i'm bored so i came online to blog.
but some bloody ass came and irritated me big time by hacking into my msn account. WOOSH.
okae heres wad EU have been waiting for.. =) go-men-ne~

yesterday:
I
WENT
TO
WATCH
THE
INCREDIBLESS!
boo! its a super farnie show!! go catch it kae! the boy can run on water one lor! so cute lor can! cant stand it. hahahahahahhahahah! aniwae its like damn nice lar k?
fencing was kinda.. nopE..i meant. SUPER tiring yesterdae. i almost died. i mean. i died for abt 5 mins. oh yar oh ya! there was this super big action guy playing badinton with his friends from clementi town sec sch. yup. THAT GUY WAS PISSING ME OFF BY HIS ACTIONS. damit. his actions damn big lor. by playing badminton...go back wack one. and "under-the-leg" wack one. oh and when he smack right, his back leg come out like a ballerina one. so when i walked past him. i kept saying " TOOHHH-TEHHH BOY" which was in japanese. well. did not relli get throuh him aniwae.
for fencing training...we did a total of 200 poking. and over 16 launches. 25 times of 20kg weights.(or more)... 150 skipping and thats why i died for 5 mins. after fencing... we went to work out in the gym. i lifted 70kg! WOOSH! hahahahahah. aniwae yup yup. people just love my bag. wherever i go. they give my bag stares and stares and stares. ARIGATOU!!
*faints* aniwae. i love hiroki!
i wanna get that vondutch bag kae!
and that atm money ssaving piggy bank!
and that ghost bubble thing
OH HO OH HO. CHRISTMAS IS COMING
weees!
i hope daisuke and ryousei receives my letter and my christmas prez for them. =)
tml i'm playing for a concert. i think i'll just die there. i'm so nervous even thinking abt the stage and the lightings. and the people watching me! i'm so worried that i wud play a wrong note. damit. and jimin will be watcing me. wad if people i dun noe are watching me! and wad if they noe me! ARHHHHH. so pAIII SEHH.
aniwae TML I CAN SEE FREDERICK! he dyed his hair this awesome colour. and i told my dad i liked him. and guess wad. my dad said he din like him becos... he has a longer gum. and his teeth are small. i think thats cute lor. =) ^-^" den my dad warned me to NEVER ever NEVER ever date guys who has long gum and short teeth. WAH LIEW.
aniwae i wanna watch the shutter. =) woosh.
keep coming back!
cos i love my friends!
and u love me!
hahahaha
jaaaaa ne~

2004-11-11T23:07:00.001-08:00

sorrryyyeeeeee for the "no updates" blog. hahahhaha
aniwae. SOMEBODY HAS HACKED INTO MY MSN ACCNT! stupid fella. and not only mine. my brother's and some of my friends' account!! gosh.. i cant chat on msn aneeeemore! thats so sad can. *rolls eyes* okae lets do an update. wees
1st interesting thing:
i finally can quit strings!

2nd interesting thing:
we have like so many fencing trainings!! *faints* but its kinda fun lar. poke poke and poke. sigh. aniwae. SOMEBODY HACKED INTO MY ACCOUNT.!!

3rd interesting thing:
i have so mani things going on this holidae. i dun even think i shud call it a holidae. *sigh* aniwae yar. i and my brother are going to cambodia with a whole batch of fun people. and the thing is, WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH TRAINING!? every sundae. *sigh* oh! and guess wad. MELVIN has a girlfriend. hahahahahha. i always tot he was single. but oh wells. OH AND I'M PARTNERED UP WITH uncle ian! whoopoo~hahhaha yup yup. just hope the children can get to know abt the gospel through us.

4th interesting thing:
my mother's concert is like coming SOON. and my violin solo piece is still like shit can! i think i'm just going to die on that dae. so i dun have to play animore. *sighs* aniwae aniwae...SOMEBODY HACKED INTO MY ACCNT! BLOODY FELLA!

5th interesting thing:
i saw raphel working in serene centre macs? damn.

6th interesting thing:
rrright.. HI FREDDY. I DUNO YOU. I REALLY REALLY DUNO A FREDDY.

7th interesting thing:
i'm bored. i cant sign in to msn! i miss chatting there. THIS SHOWS THAT WE SHUD NOT TAKE SIGNING IN TO MSN GRANTED YA Noe.

8th interesting thing:
today. i saw this suuuper cute suuper cute suuuuper cute suuuuuuuuuuuuper cute guy who looks EXACTLY like a japanese. almost fainted. he looks so....wads that word. ... JAPANESE. yARRRR.. *faints* hes so cute . cant believe that such cute people DO exsist. *singsss*

9th interesting thing:
i finally sent out a letter to ryousei and daisuke san. WOOOPOO cant wait for their reply

10th interesting thing:
we forgt to go to the gym today. *sigh sigh sigh*

okaes. thats it. i g2g. but aniwae. SOMEONE HACKED INTO MY ACCNT! SHIT

2004-10-31T04:45:00.000-08:00

ehhh. sorryaes for not blogging these few days.
yesterday
i was freakin pissed wif x and y. like super super freakin pissed can. i mean like everybody is doing all the hard work. even those like cheryl and michelle who are NOT even in this thing went to help us. and both x and y went all over the sch with their KORS, and left us all alone doing and tending the stall. not onlythat, i talked to x so mani times and she just ignored me. wtf. i was like freakin pissed lor. i called her like so mani times den she just ignore me. obviously i was like dam pissed can. wadever lar. thinking abt it just makes me more pissed. just becos of her KORS. makes me hate them too.
den i saw edmund. omg. almost died can.i saw him. den duno why suddenly feel so scared. why why why. duno why. den rica kept calling his name. make me feel damn buay song can. den i duno how to react to it oso lor. diao eh. hahahahaha damit lor. argh. i feel so pissed just thinking abt how can good friends just ditch you becos of guys. that sux. makes me hate guys. okae. how wud YOU feel if ur good friends treats u super nice in sch. and den when guys come in, they just dun care abt u. when u talk to them, they ignore u. damn shit lor. argh whenver i think abt it, just feel like crying. shud i still go to escape with them? i have second thoughts abt going now. frankly, dun even feel like going. is this incident going to affect mine and x's friendship? wad kinda friend is this. i duno. some "treat u nice when guys are not around" kinda friend? argh. i duno. i have no true friends in sch. who can i trust? this sux. frankly, i think the only person i can trust is bliss. this sux lar the whole x nd yhing. i see their true colours now.
today
today i din see fedrick. i'm SAD. like super super sad. but wadever lor. today nth much happened. and my mother scolded me becos of the angel thing again. which made her super pissed at me. making me EVEN pissed with angel and her kors. i think i'm like damn pissed with her now. u noe yesterdae, i was like faking my smile just becos i din wanna spoil everyone's day. i guess i cant help it but just letting all out by crying when i reach home. u noe how pathetic i felt at that time. argh. lets dun talk abt it.
tml theres strings. and i dunch feel like going. its stupid. its crazy. esp seeing that miss tan. its crazy to go for strings. ms tan wud just keep insulting us. my parents themselves dun like her. i HATE her. i DETEST her. she can go blackmail joyce, and call me vicious, call me fat. HELO? AM I FAT? wtf is wrong wit her. have u ever came acroos a teacher who says all these to a STUDENT? like F.O man mss tan. go print this out like i care. the whole world hates u.

2004-10-31T04:38:00.000-08:00

himhere.

2004-10-29T04:37:00.000-07:00

I FEEL GUILTY!!
arghhh. wad shud i do. i dunch like him. and i think i told him already. i feel so BAD. arghh.. why cant we just be friends? =( i guess maturity is a total MUST thing for me. i dunch like guys the same age one lor. must be at least 2 -5 years apart. *sigh* hope we just can be friends lar. but i duno how to put it to him again!! =( aagrgh. aniwae today "gabriel" tay din come up thebus. he looks nerdy. but he has this very cute thing in him that caught my attention. damit. tml's the saintsational fair. hope its gonna be interesting, gonna meet micah n his friends. cant wait. finallymeeting. and ming zheng and ming sheng is coming oso with their gf's hahahahaha cant wait can. aniwae. yar. adel's coming oso. cant wait to see him oso. finally seeing all of my close friends whom i have not met.
YAY
aniwae. today we did all the nails and stuff. i'm RUNNING out of ideas. i did one "i love sly" one. melissa oso. hahahahahaha. i keep pmsing leh! why why why!! argh. so sad can. today i saw gabriel chong. in sch somemore . den when i spotted him, everybody ran up! diao can. even i ran up lor. abit despo right. chasing after barker guy. hahahahahahha right!!

i love u i love u i love u i love u.
i wanna noe frederick. cant stand it already
i HOPE he comes TML!! weeee~

i'm gonna see DICK LEE. woos

2004-10-28T05:02:00.000-07:00

mainly report book day.
aniwae. today for i&e we just slacked and just tried out how fast we could paint the nails. we are like targetting 100 customers. so please come can. the designs are like quite nice lor. the banners and everything too. thats wad i think lar. aberduh. i lovee mesmerising eyes. shes so chio can. whenever she DIAO me. my heart melts can!! whoa. damn chio. tmd.
aniwae today right, we went to bugis. and den we made alot of bus on the bus can. diao lor. so paiseh can. hahahahaha but nvm. den we bought so many nail polish. whoooa. and spent a total of abt $40+ can. hahahaha i saw the guy in church. den he keep looking at me. den i keep looking at me. i think we both duno whether to sae hi anot lor.
aniwae. SLYVESTER TOUCHED MY PAPER!! gosh. hahahaha he just performed! so shuai kaes! when he sung, my heart melted can! so touching. hahahahahaha i wish i cud just call lor. i wanna support him can! and I AM. but my parents dn let me call can. i just hope that daphne gets in too! so when she gets in, all of them INCLUDING slyvester wud come for the saintsational fair. PLUS dick lee too! whoooo~ hahahahaha
i just saw frederick's friendster profile AGAIN.i just like to keep looking at it. cos hes so cute. i cant see him this sundae. i'll be damn sad. so i'll keep looking at him. woo. aniwae. i think i changed alot can. i hope to change back to my normal self and stop using those words and like have some manners and stuff. gosh /=
i'm going on a diet now. i'm too fat already. fats bouncing everywhere. i need self control can. aniwae cant wait for the saintsational fair lor. hahahahaa yay! hahahaha. weeee~ okae..i shall go sleep now.. weeees~

"i love u i love u i love u i love u...i love u..ilove u .." ---> these words, by natasha bedingfield
is STUCK IN MY HEAD

2004-10-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

wad did i do recently. i've been seeing images at the corner of my eye. its scary when u see smth at the corner, and when u turn and look, u see no one. thats freaking me out. but well aniwaes. i got so scared in the toilet just now. almost died. den i kept singing."when i am afraid,i will trust in u, i will trust in u, i will trust in u, when i am afraid, i will trust in u, in God's whos words i pray, in God i trust, when i am afraid. In God i trust, in God whos word i praise." hahahahaha aniwae. yar. today was a pweeety okae day.
i kept thinking abt the way i reactted to wad darren said. i felt uneasy. like really uneasy. i duno if wad i did was right. i just duno. *slams head on the floor* WAD TO DO!! but *sigh* hope i can treat him normally again, cos hes like a super good friend to me. sigh sigh.wad abt andy. he keeps writing poems. hes nice and nice. but hes OLD. hes like 19. or 18 i duno oso. and i only treat him as my brother. and hes in the army. so wad do u wan me to do abt it can. argh feel like dying now. lets not talk abt this
aniwae. today in sch we did the posters and stuff. did NAILS. and duno why, i suddenly just pms and just feel so, PISSED. its like for no reason can. haiz. i was like trying to laugh and all that. but i felt stupid trying to smile when i cant. so i just shuduped and snapped at everyone. wonder if they were pissed. but sorry if u are!! すみません！but we DID do alloooot of the nails. quite well done i wud sae. oh yar. den i saw meino sensei!! hahahahah almost died when she could recognise me!! so happy kae!!
today, daphene khoo came oso. i and ricca and the rest EXCEPT bliss were like screaming." WE LOVE U" but duh. do we? *laughs* cud tell that bliss was quite pissed lar. but wad to do, duno hythat time i super hyper. sweat so much can. wonder how on earth am i going to pass micah and his friends the tix lor. damn stress. argh.*sweat sweat* aniwae yar. den i wrote a note to slyvester!! and asked her to pass it to him!! omg. hes going to touch my paper. hes going to touch the words.OMG. i'm going to faint. i shud have wrote my hp number and my email add can! den ask him to call me when he reads the note. wah lao. i'll faint if he does.
ANIWAE. wad i wan to sae ar. OH YAR. shud i go for cambodia prayer meeting at barker.melvin's going. shud i go!! *sigh* but i'll be the only teeenager. sadnessy can. sigh. damn bored now. will blog later if i can come online again. love yas

2004-10-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

Like a circle in a spiral, like a wheel within a wheel..
The residents of a small island community are slowly becoming obsessed with spirals. A young school girl first notices this strange behavior when she comes across the father of her solemn boyfriend Shuichi videotaping a snaillost in a reverie. Soon, other people begin to manifest the same strange obsession. A boy leaps to his death from a spiral staircase with a smile on his face. Shuichi's increasingly weird dad starts a spiral collection and throws a fit when they run out of spiral fishcakes for dinner. When he commits suicide by spinning himself to death in a washing machine, the investigation begins.
strange events revolving around a slow-witted classmate of the young school girl, who slowly metamorphoses into a giant snail with a spiral shell on his back. Soon the grotesque transformation begins to affect others in her class as well.
The curse of the spiral begins to spread.
An abandoned lighthouse once again begins emitting a strange, corkscrew-shaped beam, which influences people to begin walking uncontrollably in circles and causes shipwrecks. SHE must rescue her inquisitive younger brother when she realizes the lighthouse’s transformation poses a deadly threat.A deadly one, a deadly spiral one.
Confined to a hospital after the previous events, she is helpless to stop the spread of the curse in her town. As a plague of mosquitoes infests Kurôzu-cho, patients begin to fall victim to hungry blood-suckers that seem to have some uncanny connection to the hospital’s maternity patients.The blood-hungry predators seem to have disappeared, but there’s something peculiar about the babies that are being born at the hospital where she is still recuperating. Could the strange new food the hospital is serving have some connection to the odd occurrences?
the ultimate spiral has yet to make its appearance.
The hot summer yields at last to typhoon season, and the first powerful spiral-shaped storm system settles directly over Kurôzu-cho. Once again, she finds herself the unwilling focus of a destructive and twisted series of events. As the typhoon came along, people in her village started to walk around in spirals, in circles. Would she be the only one not to be affected? how would she stop the deadly curse at the dragonfly pond?
its up to me. i am the girl.

2004-10-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

sick again today. went to see the SAME doctor again. argh. at least he's not bad. he give me half price. ^_^" and there was this woman with her family, when i walked past her, she POINTED at my st margs jacket. like harlo? HI WOMAN.I'M FROM ST MARGS!! NICE TO MEET U. diao can. den her whole bloody family turn and look at me. den SMILE.
went home and watch winter sonata the whole day. from 12-6pm. thankfully the tv did not explode. HAHAHAHA. hope so. i cried so mani times today just becos of that show. its so touching!! i've never tot that korean shows cud be THAT touching. and sad. and loving. damn. aniwae. yups. i called jimin just to find out the ending. cos i cant wait. yup i cant wait. in the end. bae yoong jin became blind can!!! *faints* den yoo jin did not marry the person she was suppose to marry. den she patched back wif bae yoong jin. so sad can. somemore he blind! he came to singapore b4. den i saw this big crowd waiting for him to arrive. at tat time i was like..."so big shot ar? where got cute please can?" den now its like.."OMG. SO CUTE" hahahaha he has his charm lor.that girl oso so cute. hahahaha ^_^"
aniwae i received an email from teacher flower, abt the cambodia trip. teacher siang is oso going. WEEE.luckily at least i noe some people there. at least her sons are also going. den i wun be so lonely. melvin is also going wif a group of other people. and my BROTHER! argh. at least i wun be alone!! HAHAHAH great. how come moses not going. sad sad. cant imagine wad wud we be doing there?
1)digging well?
2)building church?
3)singing songs to children there?
4)feed the children food?
5)cook food?
6)spread the gospel?
i duno.hopefully i wud learn smth from that. cant wait to go church camp too. i heard he's going. maybe he's not. if he's not. i'd cry. i'd faint. *sigh* aniwae. received a leter from mai asou. YAY..so happy can. she sent me a letter in japanese and a picture that we took. ありがとう　まいさん！

2004-10-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

today ROX.

today SUX.

today got back all the rest of our papers. sci just passed. hist. just passed. lit just passed. geog just passed.ALL just passed. damit. argh. duno whether still can go to chem/bio. *sigh* oh aniwae. i din relli think about my results the whole dae. i just wanna go out.out out out out. OUT. so after sch. i went to watch movie wif angel. YAY. hahahahaha. its like we were supposed to watch "the cool guy" but they din show it in j8. so we had to watch the new police story. AYE. its not bad kaes. at least all their people who acted inside. DAMN SHUAI KAE. esp those bad guys. omg. they are like..damn shuai lor. *melts* aniwae. in the cinema, we made ALOT of noise. i screamed at parts we shudnt even scream at.damn

aniwae. i saw this crazy guy. he kept smiling at the ticket person. den his facial espression never change one can. OMG. damn scary. den i was like.."right" hahahahaha..
oh yar. and den angel broke my finger in minitoons. cos there was this man who suddenly came out frm the back door. den she scream can. den she just grabbed on to my finger. BROKE IT. i tink. hahahaha aniwae. its pain. PAIN. and i think i owe her $10.50 for neoprints and nachos and popcorn and coke. DAMN.

okae. thats it. i'm bored.

2004-10-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

second post. sick day today. wanna die. woke up while choking on my own saliva. and woke up in a shock when i found all my toys on the floor. gosh. wad was i doing while i was sleeping. damit. dreamt of ms kang. almost died in my dreams. is this how people die in their sleep? maybe. i think i woke up at exactly 12pm. and i went to watch cold creek manor. i think thats it. thats the show title. and den my mom kept calling. argh..sometimes its quite irritating. but i still dun take little things for granted now. i mean. thankyou my mom is calling. its better than she doesnt even care? my throat is getting better. its like not that pain. but its still pain when u kinda like swollow the saliva. its grose. it feels thick and grose. YAR ITS GROSE. and *sigh* how come i have a brother that likes to bullshit.
i mean. wth. he tells his friends stuff abt me just to build his reputation in sch. i mean. once. his friends cameover. and he told them i was into porn. fuct? i mean YEAH baby. HALO? AM I INTO PORN? i juz have to go to the toilet. strip. and WALA. free porn. and the most SICKENING and GROSE thing. he told his friends i LOVE one of them. LIKE HALO? and just becos i asked if this guy called JONATHAN was coming to our church next week... he JUMPED into conclusion that "ooooo.my siso likes him" and he tells glenn..and glenn tells him. and my repputation is GONE. like..*poof* GONE. magic! *slams forehead on the table*
wadever. plus. that guy is younger. i dun date younger guys btw. its grose. and i've been pondering. WHY DO I HAVE SUCHA BULLSHITY BROTHER? damit. aniwae. i spent the whole sick day watching winter sonata. its kinda sad. its indeed VERY sad? like DUH DUH DUH kinda ting. aniwae. got back results from what angel told me. I FAILED ENG. FAILED CHI..and luckily.. most of us failed too..*phew* oh btw. i read a book abt farting last night. they said that everyone farts almost everydae ..its just how loud, how soft, how smelly, how not smelly it is. cool huh. cant imagine MT farting. (MT is a coded kinda ting for this teacher in my sch. everyone hates her. so its okae) aniwae. yar. tml i'll be getting back sci, lit, geog and hist. MY DEATH DAY. tmls the day that i die..woowoowooooooo~ okaes..make it short. I'M DEAD.*head rolls all over the floor*

2004-10-19T21:44:00.000-07:00

waha..yays..it's done..i think..maintain it ya!? see ya tmr..

joycelyn

2004-10-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

yay.i have a blog now.hahaha. thepigsareback. WHOO. i'm super happy now. i found out his name already. hes so cute when he was a baby. gosh. fedrick. i think thats how u spell his name. GOSH GOSH GOSH. but hes taken. oh damn. wadever. kaes..I'M SICK.*slaps forehead* okae..ill go and sleep now.. BYES
thanks joyce.

2004-10-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

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